@arisudotexe That's amazing I wish I could, but considering my roommate has actively bragged about almost killing a pedophile. That part of myself unfortunately still has to remain behind lock and key But you're amazing keep inspiring the wonderful people here.♥️
@Smolpansexual @arisudotexe I'll one up your room mate with my own mother threatening to kill me if she ever found out I was a pedophile. *sighs*
@FortunateMango @arisudotexe fair enough
@Smolpansexual @arisudotexe I'd still love to actually meet people like me though.
@FortunateMango @arisudotexe I'm just afraid if I come out. my roommate won't listen to reason. Especially since she has a daughter!
@Smolpansexual @arisudotexe it is definitely not safe for you to come out. She's made her position clear. Hopefully you can find a new room mate eventually.
@FortunateMango @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe I'm sorry to hear that. No one deserves to hear those words out of their mothers mouth.
@pettanko @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe it is what it is, she's a bit of a nut case at any rate. I swear she has actual nightmares about immigrants...
@FortunateMango @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe Still, must have been tough. No matter how nutty she's still your mom.
@pettanko @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe Indeed, it was the day I realized I couldn't tell her everything. At that point I didn't even know, I mean I suspected but it wasn't until much much later that accepted that part of me.
@FortunateMango @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe I hope you've atleast somewhat managed to surround yourself with accepting people.
@pettanko @FortunateMango @arisudotexe Only online for myself. Though I am working on a plan to move closer to someone that does accept me as a pedo
@pettanko @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe Nope. I'm an introvert, so here I am :D ahahahahhaha haaaa~....
@FortunateMango @Smolpansexual @arisudotexe Well being on lolison (and now here) has made me feel more accepted than ever before. So, glad you're here!
@arisudotexe Sorry for being negative on your post ♥️
@Smolpansexual@rape.pet no it's okay, we face struggles. It's a part of our experience
@arisudotexe @Smolpansexual these struggles just prove how unjust the world is 2 us, ppl think killing is wrong until its 1 of us then its ok
@myus @arisudotexe ♥️ I have to sometimes keep reminding myself that people are only operating on the best knowledge they currently have. Even if it's flawed.
@arisudotexe I'm sorry to hear you got doxxed. That is a terrifying experience to have. Though coming out as gay or trans I think is vastly different to coming out as MAP especially in todays world. We definitely need to move to a society where, even if it's not 'accepted' but just not 'hunt-down-and-kill' that would be a huge step.
One of the things I hope to do is inspire, but not only inspire, I want to make people envious. Why? I want people to hear about me coming out, meeting pedi friends, doing panels, and everything else that could be called "activism" and do it for themselves. I was pretty depressed for a long time after getting doxxed, but it's not as bad anymore because I've been doing those things.
I know some people have real barriers in the way, and those are valid. I don't want anyone endangering themselves, but for those that can, weigh the pros and cons. You just may be surprised at what you can do and how much better it'll make your life.
I used to, and still do, look at people in better situations than I and feel a sense of envy, but now I can't help but feel like they were trying to make me desperate so that I would take the leap.
You too can do it. I want to inspire the same envy that I feel because of what it's helped me do.