As an autophile my transition goals are intrinsically linked to what I find attractive
@arisudotexe This describes me too. But my goals are quite unrealistic because I wish to be a smol pink dragon. :>
@ThrowawayAI @arisudotexe i wish to be a smol insect girl with a black exoskeleton,, id make it my persona if i could,, :3
tho its not what im specificaly attracted to,, but my attractions are kinda everywhere,,
tho its not what im specificaly attracted to,, but my attractions are kinda everywhere,,
Dysphoria
Dysphoria
@arisudotexe I have a different but similar issue in that desire and desire to be are inextricably linked for me. I can literally feel dysphoria not to look like whatever I find most hot at the moment, even when I don't identify as that and also feel dysphoric about the idea of actually being that thing.
I just wanna be hot, really - apex hot, peak desirability. And it's pretty rare that what I consider apex hot is the same as what I identify as.
I just wanna be hot, really - apex hot, peak desirability. And it's pretty rare that what I consider apex hot is the same as what I identify as.
Dysphoria
Dysphoria
@violet_rose @arisudotexe that sounds complicated to make sense of. Feel very blessed to have my human tansition goals on currently.
@arisudotexe agreed. I won't be satisfied until I find myself hot enough